2020 Review Part 1

Another year is coming to an end, so I guess I ought to have a review, if only to see what good things happened as well as what not to do next year.

The Year of Covid

I’d love to think this was just one dreadful year but whoever is directing this nightmare isn’t about to stop for the foreseeable future. Such brazen lies and mind manipulating and so many falling for it.  I’ve posted the many discrepancies on social media and am not going into them again here, but there will undoubtedly be many further issues and erosions of our liberties to come.

Small businesses have been suffering greatly while global corporations have become ever wealthier.

And then the vaccine

Not one I will be rushing to get, not only because of my allergic reactions but also because none of them have been properly tested. And who sane believes that great medical guru, Bill Gates?

Brexit Talks

As the Big Date (31st December 2020) approaches, Brexit pro and con arguments are on the increase once more. As of this blog post, I do not know what to believe or whether the EU will still have some control over us. Thanks to the free entry of thousands of Islamic illegals, I trust no-one.

Islamic Illegals

This has been a doubly horrendous year for wave after wave of illegal Islamic migrants swanning in – while we Brits were either in lockdown or with controlled movements of some kind. Some are being put up in four and five star accommodation which those of us who are paying for them could ill afford. Don’t want to burst a blood vessel, so I am definitely not going into that again. Have tweeted quite enough already. And with suggestions – ie offshore detention ships.

The Great Reset

This big idea of Klaus Schwab of the World Economic Forum being pushed by everyone from the Pope to Prince Charles – except Trump – has made no secret of its plans. ‘You will own nothing and you will be happy’. Writing of this too is making my blood pressure rise – again.

Trump

I am not a fan of his style and manner, but something is seriously amiss with the US elections. Not only has very obvious fraud been committed but the various layers of justice including their highest Supreme Court keep dismissing their cases. It is about to either fizzle out or ramp up in such a big way that talk of civil war is not farfetched.

MSM

The mainstream media has shed all semblance of integrity and honesty in reporting. It isn’t even doing a good job of brainwashing – except for the serially demented (most of whom are on the left but, sadly re Covid and Trump, there are quite a few on the right as well).

Health

Surprisingly good. No hives but nasal flaking after eating the wrong things again (meaning stuff I love – cheese, nuts). Magnesium citrate has been excellent for keeping bloated tum to a minimum. Unfortunately, it has also made me horribly conscious of needing the loo a lot. And, sorry to be scatological, but bowel movements have been on the loose side. Catch-22 then. I like having a flat tum but am not at all fond of unexpected loo visits. Even more so when half asleep!

Melasma almost went but then I overdid a lactic peel, so it was back to PIH, not helped by going without makeup for most of lockdown. The mineral makeup had and has been acting as a sunblock. Even inside, UV rays have a negative effect on hyperpigmentation.

Going without makeup, by the way, was because I wanted to feel good about myself with or without – and I did, up to a point. I quite like my thinning brows and as long as my eyes shine, I don’t look too frightening.

I did go to see the GP about my neck and got prescribed a stronger corti-something cream. Doesn’t seem to be working on my mole which seems to flatten and appear to go, but then the lump comes back. Am currently now using some gizmo that zaps it with an electrical charge. Seems to have reduced it minimally.

The other issue of over-keratinisation(?) may be down to insulin reaction – or something. Anyway, I don’t eat much if any sugar but had been eating more pasta and puff pastry. Gave those up and it too seems to have reduced. Still need to use rubbing alcohol and a potent neck wash which do nothing for my self-esteem.

Socialising Romance Dates Whatever

Most of my socialising has been with V in the garden in front – which has made her happy. Had lunch in Chichester with an erstwhile Twitter follower (male). Zero dates and sub-zero on the romance front.

Repeat Scripts

Physical romance might be sub-zero, but the year has been topped and tailed by a relatively similar ‘vibes’ scenario. Different men but, for some reason, channels with a roughly similar script in parts.

As is the way with Twitter, I discovered the Toad had been suspended – again. His blinkered female fans think it was for upsetting a journo. If past observation is anything to go by, I’d say his grooming pervy tendency got him into hot water again.

But, oddly, a month or so later, I felt his presence on Twitter. A most peculiar vibe. Actually, like a toad’s blinking, I felt him observing me. Somehow, I am sometimes still picking up his vibes. For now.

The other channel was useful in ‘taping over’ the frequency picked up. That said, unlike the Toad, this other seems disinterested in me per se and has shown no curiosity in any of this esoteric stuff.

End Times

Repetition of scripts (Groundhog spiritual evolution) is my current metaphysical view. In the same way that some of the Toad’s similarities are shared by the other channel, I think End Times are Groundhog scripts. The Antichrist and the Messiah appear in evolving forms, never quite right, but still signalling division and massive changes.

I have written a separate post on this, but it needs reviewing and editing so that’s just a taster.

Will post this and add more as the month progresses.

Corner Artwork

It’s called Sunrise Xmas and is the artwork for this year’s e-card. Hope with the bird and the sunrise.

2020 Review Part 2

Coming soon.

Simulation Channelling And Repeat Scripts

 
Simulation, maya, synchronicity, Lucifer – just some of the esoteric explanations for the world’s current madness. Simulation and illusion (maya) are more in line with my thinking though I currently feel repeat scripts may apply (as well).

Channelling

That I am an open channel is not in dispute. Ditto lessons to be learnt from others in my time and space. Connections are made in order to learn. Presumably, still to come, is a very special soulmate. Maybe even a twin soul. Till then, I guess I have to make mistakes interpreting the various signals I often pick up. Like this most recent one.

Confused Vibrations

Stepping back in time first, T, almost from the first DM, talked of connecting and connections. So, despite thinking God was playing a terrible joke on me, I was curious. I tried to keep my interest on the metaphysical but he kept dragging it down which, to be fair, I didn’t try hard enough to stop.

Soul connections are not always of the kind that elevate and enhance – and, thankfully, that connection died a long time ago.

Repeat Scripts

But then another appeared to tune in.

Except this one has said nothing, appears disinterested in me and even a brief chat not long ago made me feel like a fly being swatted away. And, unfortunately, it has also meant revisiting the previous connection, given several similarities.

Somehow, the mystical connecting mechanism has got damaged since, try as I may, I cannot sense any personal spiritual lessons to learn via that channel – and I cannot force others to learn theirs. Or perhaps this is the lesson? To accept some lingering soul connection but for both to ignore it?

I presume all relate back to S (and closing karmic loopholes) – which neatly takes me to Black Magic Woman. Something still to be written up.

Black Magic Woman

A Twitter follower expressed interest in a brief comment I made about black magic. As the S episode kicked off The Other Stuff including the above ‘channelling’, I thought I shouldn’t put off recording it as a journal entry, rather than odd bits here and there in my diaries.

It’s not remotely a point in time and space I want to relive, so I have got no further than the checklist below. Clearly there is a lot more, some of which is deeply traumatic, so who can blame me!

starting point – 3 prophetic dreams
work colleague everyone thinks we are chalk and cheese – we are
just sexual interlude but got pregnant
truth comes out – another woman also pregnant
also find out about his 6 month obsession with me
time off in Spain – miscarriage – left them to it
but after C’s baby born he tells me he loves me
tell him to accept his life with her
but out of body experience in pub car park
she calls me to tell me to stop ignoring him!
‘black magic’  begins
Brian – a Retix customer – tells me he senses malign forces around me
Pontianak
go to see 3 separate ‘exorcists’
Third Eye opens
Incubus – unconditional love
And gone but spectre of Grim Reaper hovers
Study hypnosis and regressions get answers of a sort

What Next?

I don’t know and there are plenty of other issues to task the mind: Covid-19, Brexit, Islamic immigration, Global Reset, Trump-Biden and more.

Heat Break

Heated Issues Piling Up

Lost track of when this heatwave started but had a kind of mini heat stroke last night and ended up puking up – thankfully, not while in bed. Feels awful at the time but actually is quite healing. I certainly slept heavily. But heat of one sort or another keeps coming.

There are multiple forms of heat right now – the actual heat wave, illegals arriving in wave after wave with the Govt doing pretty much nothing bar giving them 4* hotel holidays. A deep recession just kicking off. People still believing Covid 19 is on a par with the Black Death – adding to economic and health woes.

American politics – the hatred for Trump is unhinged and unreal. Some Brexit groundhogging – mostly from REUmainians who are now ‘Rejoiners’ and are as looping and stupid as they have been over the last 4+ years. I try to avoid them.

Then there is a particular kind of black yet again doing themselves no service at all. In America it is justifying weeks and weeks of rioting and looting. Here, they have taken a break from pulling down statues to whine about colour charts or racial profiling (through tinted windows) and so much more that it would take up the entire post to log them all.
Such inferiority complexes just play right into the hands of those who think blacks in general are inferior. Wiser black heads must speak louder to shut down these vexatious pillocks before there really are race wars.

(I don’t feel we are anywhere near that and even the KKK mentality is minimal. They are mostly as thick as well, so few want to be associated with them.)

Not forgetting the usual personal criticism referencing my spiritual journey bio. To these plankton, ‘spiritual’ is on a par with sainthood. It’s not. Am currently working on a new Wise El to explain. Not that it would make much difference. Even people who appear to be interested in me cannot be bothered to read what I am about – even with links provided :>(

Or my pre-emptive strike why I – born here but clearly ethnically different – feel the need to mention Dad’s 35+ years in the Royal Air Force. If I have to explain why, which I have had to, then these people are part of the problem – totally lacking in empathy for all those caught in the middle of inferior blacks and inferior whites squabbling.

Today

Seems even God is fed up with illegals as there was an earthquake in the English Channel – felt in East Sussex. (That was a *joke*.)

Seriously, these illegals come here using criminal means, are allowed to stay – and then piss off home for holidays. Some do their damndest to turn the UK into a reflection of the places they ran away from.

And yes they are almost all from That Ideology – quickly getting positions of power and influence to change us and our culture instead of knuckling down, re-paying us and integrating harmoniously.

When are we going to get a Govt that kicks out these fake asylum seekers and illegals permanently before the entire country has changed to look like the Islamic s’holes they have left?

Dear Lord. Just read a suicide note from an FBF. Hopefully, it is another cry for help but it seems like the problems are piling up again with the shiny happy stuff being taken away – access to his son, loss of his job. Can only send healing vibes.

Meanwhile a tweet from me in March about Cadwalladr’s usual overblown response has got the loonies out again. Muted. What is it with these plankton that they cannot read basic English?

Bart C posted this morning about ‘reality’ – that there were his thoughts and there is reality outside of them. My reply was that reality is pronounced or reduced or even denied by the thoughts that do go round inside one’s own head. And that you have only to read the comments of a good many about illegals or Brexit or CV19.

What might be blindingly obvious to some is not even remotely recognised by others.

Have muted the responses but they were along the lines of ‘I’m alright Jack’. Of course my tweet was personal, but the over-reaction – which some still favour – has kicked off this deep recession. Many more have died thanks to Covid 19 – not because of it or from it. But the planks still cannot see that.

Back to perceptions of reality.

Meanwhile it is less sauna-like now. Still wearing bikini bottoms and sarong as coolest choices though.