Do you ever have those days when you wonder what your life is all about, whether it is worth the effort to breath day in and day out? Not for the first time, the irony of being born on Groundhog Day hits home, as `one of those days´ continues, despite the enthusiasm for a new year.
Part of the problem is `other people´. For all the wonderful, thoughtful and compassionate people in the world, there are so many more warts and slugs in society. Greedy, grasping, vile. GPs (`complaints soaring´ it seems. No surprise there - but I must exclude my new doctor in Littlehampton.)
Liz Forgan, Christopher Frayling, Adam Crozier, Alan Yentob, NHS management - virtually every quango and almost every MP and peer - all greedy and grasping with not a shred of guilt at screwing the public for their personal luxuries. And that´s not counting those who think it is their God-given right to live a comfortable life on the dole, even after wasting their own money (cf the Lotto winner who is now back on the dole after splurging £9 million).
Some of us seem to pay ever more to all sorts of dross and get ever less. Why?
@stephenfry and his groupies complain about the 10 Commandments, but we are already living in an increasingly secular age, which not only ignores them, but is almost slipping into an immoral chasm, with the apparently only alternative being rabid fundamentalism.
I cannot even control events close to home, so who can blame me for feeling this is not a world I particularly enjoy?
That excludes Mother Nature, which remains an uplift (fresh snowdrops) as well as a challenge (crap weather particularly the cold variety).
On the plus side, my lovely garage came to pick up the car and it´s not the starter motor. Seems the battery gave up the ghost. Am getting it serviced so should have it back by the end of the week.
Still feeling washed out - serves me right for watching a film into the early hours. I did manage to get in a teensy bit of work and marketing. Might get some drawing practice in tonight while watching the idiot box.
Euphrosene Labon Mind Body Spirit Artist Author Writer
Euphrosene´s Gallery of Contemporary Spiritual Art & Cartoons

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