right to know

MaPlans to go to Efford to visit Ma´s grave were shifted due to ropey health but I still went out to light a candle for her - at a church in Southampton where she and I once went. In my beliefs, her soul is free, so visiting a grave is just a courtesy. I can tune in to her anywhere. The car´s battery, however, did need a bit of run - hence Southampton.

Watching @BBCQT on iPlayer, a comment by Will Self caught my attention. That the public have no right to know anything about Jon Venables. He explained that being on licence meant he could be returned to prison at any time and for any minor infringement of the law. Having got the audience on his side by sneering at politicians and mostly the Conservatives, his comment carried a bit more weight.

But he is wrong.

If Venables had indeed only committed a minor infringement, then why not tell the public and let people feel at ease that a potentially vicious killer (in their minds) was not in their midst. If indeed he had been returned for something petty, it would also prove the law was sound. Justice was seen to be working. We do not need to know his name or location. Just the misdeed.

Thus if someone is released under licence and can be returned to prison for even a minor infringement, the original sentence and subsequent `freedom´ would be viewed favourably by the public.

The mob mind, quite naturally, might assume a child torturer/murderer may have done something similar.

If it is just a parking ticket, then Venables might actually get some sympathy, since that is something most of us have actually received. (To avoid one today, despite paying £7.30, I moved my car as there was no receipt, and will now have to wait for my credit card bill to come in to see if I was indeed charged! Chewed the ear off someone at Southampton City Council till he made me laugh.)

Like Self, Brian Masters also opted to stand up for Venables - and why not? Someone has to.

However, while Venables may no longer be the vicious little boy who tortured and butchered a toddler, Brian Masters is in danger of sanctifiying him in order to nullify the mob invective.

Masters was being disingenuous given the leaks coming out that Venables had, allegedly, been in several scrapes since gaining a new identity and freedom. He mentioned nothing at all about spending those years of expensive rehab and freedom making good any previous wrong.

Presumably his comment about "two frightened little boys" probably tweaked the uber-liberal conscience, and he emphasised that by insinuating that the more cynical of us (ie me) were focused on the child and not the man he is now -a different person altogether.

Wrong and wrong. In my case, at least.

It is the man I am focused on. A man who may or may not have got into several scrapes since that expensive rehab. And we may yet have to fork out again for someone who seems to be proving himself to be a rather unworthy specimen.

So it is less about Venables and more about how we punish social transgressions given the loosening moral authority previously enjoyed through our Judaeo-Christian heritage.

PS As tweeted, Brian Masters felt no sense of ‘unease’ with the boys but then he didn´t with mass murderer Dennis Nilsen. Somewhat flaky inner tuning fork, eh?

Euphrosene Labon Mind Body Spirit Artist Author Writer

Euphrosene´s Gallery of Contemporary Spiritual Art & Cartoons


last memory of Ma

GRThe last two weeks of Ma´s life were a total roller coaster of emotions: being with her when she was taken into Worthing Hospital and really thinking she would pass on that night. Yet, a few hours later, she was beaming widely, kissing the hands of the nurses who looked after her.

From my 2009 journals: "Sat 21: Not sure who will die first - me or Ma. Got call at around 4 this morning. Was at the nursing home by 05:15hrs and twenty minutes or so later following the ambulance to the hospital.

X-Rays, ECGs and more and all the while she was looking comatose, unblinking. The nearest she got to movement was being gently prodded in the bowel area. Faecal blockage in elderly can apparently cause similar sensory impasse.

Several hours later, I was still concerned enough to ask for a priest to administer the Last Rites. Then, hallelujah, she tried to talk (she had an oxygen mask on) and her eyes were bright again. She held my hand and tried to kiss it saying `thank you´."

I had been with her earlier the day she died - 5th March - and her legs were like tree trunks. Our tiny Ma.

Also from my 2009 journals: "Wed 4: Risked visiting out of hours to help Ma eat but today she was not allowed food prior to an ultrasound later in the afternoon. She still can only manage one word at a time and flags almost immediately, but is still mentally quite sharp.

She was trying to signal me to look under her blanket and I was utterly horrified by how massive her legs were. Luckily a doctor was doing his rounds and said it was something to do with albumen(?) and that when she starts moving around again, they would go down. Not sure when that is going to happen as they had to use the hoist to get her back into bed yesterday apparently because she could not move and neither could they help her without it.

My emotions are bit fraught as one moment she has one foot on the other side and the next she is beaming broadly and kissing my hand (and those of anyone else who helps her). But it made me weep today, seeing her in evident pain, coughing and struggling to breathe and swallow."

Times passes and memories fade. Words help to relive the moment though, so I am glad of these.

PS Reading a couple of my 2009 journals, I discover Harriet Harman wanted to ban buses in middle class areas, and Tony Blair had visited Gaza for the first time despite being Middle East envoy for two years. Venal, greedy and useless at the jobs we pay him for then?

PPS I thought it at the time, and still do now, that the young Robert Thompson looks like Gordon Brown, as if they were blood relatives. Also, at the time, I felt Jon Venables was a far creepier child, though the authorities believed he was the lesser of the two evils.

Seems Venables has broken the terms of his parole, drugs and violence - allegedly - and has been returned to prison. More appalling is quite how much, according to the Daily Mirror, the taxpayer has been funding an enviable rehab programme, which does not seem to have stopped his continuing descent, and granting him the privilege of anonymity to boot.

I do believe we all have a duty to help others, but it is staggering how much effort went into these boys and what is our ROI - spiritual or otherwise? None, apparently.

And it seems Venables, if released, may once again benefit from taxpayers´ largesse with yet another new identity - and all the costs entailed therein. Can this be right? Isn´t it the public who should be protected, prodigal son or not.

No-one wants mob justice but the bleeding hearts mentality is not much better. Prison is for punishment as well as rehabilitation. The eight years these young men spent in prison seems to have been predominantly on rehab rather than punishment, which is fair if they then put something back into society by means of recompense. Yet one is back in prison after what seems like several acts of anti-social behaviour, and the other is also, it seems, a serious drugs user. One hopes his relationship is permanent otherwise I wouldn´t hold my breath on his cover being blown in time.

This topic (and others) made me post about social transgressions and the `norm´. The latter has radically changed - and not necessarily for the better. At least with modern Christian principles there is a clear right and wrong. Subjective moralising is far more difficult on which to find common ground.

Euphrosene Labon Mind Body Spirit Artist Author Writer

Euphrosene´s Gallery of Contemporary Spiritual Art & Cartoons


time for new car?

carThere´s a view that technology responds in kind to its owners mental state. Last month, the battery in my car had to be replaced. Today, the car failed to start again.

I was supposed to be in London today, but went to bed - and woke up - not wanting to go, despite having paid for the event at The British Library, as well as spending time chasing them for confirmation as it no longer appeared on their website.

A slight health downer was one of the reasons, plus the timing of the event (in the evening) which would mean rushing for the last train back home or, as in the past, having to make several changes, walk in the dark to find my parked car and then finally get back home. Would the event be worth all that effort? No.

But I did also feel a strong desire to be out for a while. So I thought I´d go for a drive.

Instead, here I am, waiting for the RAC, then, once the car gets re-started, my drive will be to the garage to see why the blasted battery is discharging so quickly.

While waiting, I did a quick check to see what the car´s value might be today.

Scarily pathetic. I knew it would be low, but THAT low! It was registered in 1999, but is in otherwise good condition - well apart from the battery or alternator or whatever has caused this current issue.

Should I use some of my savings and trade it in? Or let it fall to pieces and then get another?

Later: my nice garage (Littlehampton Tyres) replaced the battery, with no quibble and I drove to Chichester to charge it. Thank you to the smooth Audi-driving guy. That little bit of attention did wonders for my morale.

Just as well, as I have done no work at all today.

Euphrosene Labon Mind Body Spirit Artist Author Writer

Euphrosene´s Gallery of Contemporary Spiritual Art & Cartoons


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