Monday 29: It’s a bad move to watch anything even vaguely disturbing before sleep. To watch something about demonic possession is usually a sign to sleep with the lights on!
Seriously though, after the STM events in the late 80s, it is not something I could dismiss. No, I was not possessed - although who knows? I certainly felt a powerful emotion for someone deeply worthless, which was driving me beyond logic - and, even worse, I was aware of that paradox. As if I knew these were scenes I had to play out.
But there was black magic, and signs that others noticed too (admittedly, those with an interest)… mostly things I do not wish to recall. That said, my spiritual beliefs do tend towards being open to receive or transmit, and that we are all part of the same Great Everything, so at any time we can pick up anything untoward if our personal frequency is low enough.
And here’s another paradox: at the time of STM, I was turning back to God big time. I had been making lots of money but there was a hole in my life… Another time. It’s a big story.
As for possession and hearing voices: my current thinking continues that they are aspects of ourselves that we should love and nourish - and then they will ‘disappear’. More like, become part of ourselves, but a lesser, distant cellular vibration. Those who ‘flip’ substantially are probably under extreme emotional trauma and tend to separate these aspects of themselves.
Bath and bed, methinks.
PS It’s a funny old world when we have disabled people yearning to get jobs, with many overcoming odds to do their bit, as well as the super marvellous paralympians. Then there are those on benefits, who make their health an excuse to stop and sponge instead of an obstacle to overcome and to discover their real inner worth. Odd, isn’t it?
Meanwhile: Not content with the shortage of bees earlier this year, scientists are now experimenting with cocaine on others. Apparently, they want to see if it will help addiction in humans. Since when was a human idiot like a bee? I feel very angry about mindless sentient testing. If they need lab rats, use those on benefits. At least it would give them an opportunity to redress the balance.
PPS While I abhor Israel’s over-forceful retaliation, how come no-one ever protests about the Palestinians with their endless guerrilla and suicide bombings? From everything I have read, the Arabs do not seem to want peace, which makes supporting them questionable. If support was withdrawn, maybe they would seek peaceful means instead of constantly baiting the Israelis - when they are not blowing them up.
Like I said, I do not condone any bombing and certainly not blanket bombing. Besides, retaliation does not work. One can hardly kill off everyone who causes us pain or discomfort. (Tempting. … Just kidding, folks!)
Euphrosene Labon Mind Body Spirit Artist Author Writer
Boxing Day: Moses was a prophet and beloved of God, said Auda abu Tayi, in Lawrence of Arabia. For some reason it is one of my favourite quotes. Probably because I can empathise with poor old Moses being carroted with the Promised Land for 40-odd years in the desert - and then being denied it at the river’s edge, so to speak. Not that I have had a desert of a Christmas. I hasten to add!
Friday 5: Do you ever have those days when the rest of the world seems to have disappeared? Even usual chatty forums seem like social deserts. Now there’s a confession! Sometimes it makes me feel part of the human race to just read others’ posts, although I am not a lurker. 
